Into space above the chaos.

To dance among the stars and the deep black of nothing.

Away from fear and repression and the insidious taste of control.

I want to travel up.

Beyond the trapped, beyond the tendrils of old and haunting past.

To a bigger more silent place that carries me to float in the broad essence of beginning.

I want to feel the heat of the sun, the rings of Saturn a beautiful halo of hope.

Alive but still in the chasmn of darkness ahead.

I want to escape this world that I no longer know…to float in the Universe above.